eating Chinese food yummmmmmmmm

opened 2 fortune cookies

“how far you go in life is not as important as how you get there”

“keep a guard on your heart and obey your head”

With 61 days until Christmas and the most wonderful time of year being so near I ask myself why the sleeping sickness? Is it return from vacation blues or was I feeling like this before I left. I’ve been trying to figure out what I want from my life in such a short duration of time, I thought a trip to Europe would have all the answers considering everyone there is miserable but with great direction. London was a city filled with too many people all rushing threw their days to quickly pass to the next. To some this may seem bitter but with the panic to live life these people know exactly who they are. The most gratifying thing in the world is to be around people who know who they are, dress how they want, express there thoughts verbally without thinking twice, friendly and not in a perverted kind of way. The most in-lightning batch of people I could have ever met. Being back to my simple and nondirected life in Cambridge I thought things would fall right into place and answerers would spring to me. I thought very wrong and now am over eating, sleeping with the most bitter thoughts towards life at my most favorite time of year. This saddens me to the fullest…